Have you ever been addicted to something that despite the challenges it offers you can't stop craving for it?
This is my battle with you.
No matter how hard, no matter how excruciating, I still dream of making you a part of my life.
Even if you're no longer a part of it, forces of nature work wonders to make it happen
An hour in the evening after the baby sleeps
2 hours before baby awakes
That's how I start my illicit time with you.
Stealing moments to run my fingers through your pages.
Before my daily grind starts
I think of the time when you'll speak with me again.
Even if my heart fights you 80% of the time
Circumstances force me to understand and truly remember every word you say.
Money spent, time stolen, emotions spent,
Yet, I'm here draining my emotions and heart for you.
Maybe yes, maybe no.
One thing is for sure, I'll never stop trying.
